Not Superman

Today I came to the realization that no matter how much I think that I am superman I am not. However, I did in fact use to dress up as him on a consistent basis, but that is beside the point and was years ago.  I showed up at Bayside this morning at 6:40 with my bro cuz I wanted to show him the ropes (at least those which I've grasped myself) of our tech dealings.  Which was awesome btdub and my bro was stoked to learn.  This was followed by leading in Club 56 and then making an airport run to pick up the guys from the road.  Side note I could drive to the airport in my sleep at this point. So anyways after that I figured my day was coming to a close when I was asked to mix for the student lead worship night rehearsal.  So as much as I don't want to make know that I love doing tech stuff, I do love doing it. Its quite fun for me.  That being said I do not want to get stuck on a sound board for the next three months because I am a musician and that's my passion. And I am totally ok with being labeled a musician who can tech if need be.  So enough boring all off you with that cuz I'm sure you don't care.  After finishing my first mix for fusion a few hours after the rehearsal I started thinking bout how I haven't slept in past 7 for about 2 weeks and looking forward to this week it seems if that streak will continue. I am a recovering morning person who has spent the last 7 months transitioning into a night person.  And by that I was both for the last 7 months.  I'm not saying this to complain because that't not who I am.  I am iterating this so you can see how I came to my non-heroic realization.  I can't fly either so that sucks....
I know God is preparing me through a lot of this though and I'm stoked about it but it's starting to ring true in my mind that there is a balance that needs to be achieved in life.  As sappy as it sounds I'm stoked to have a family one day and I don't want to get so caught in what I'm doing ministry wise that I forget about them.  I know how much I enjoy every bit of the work that I do down at the church so I see potential conflict of interests down the road and I want to create that balance now.  So there you have it short but full I would say.  I would add more detail but I am opening at Jamba tomorrow and that means another 5:30 AM alarm. TaTa for now all 2 of you who read my blog and good night :)